Am I crazy? I really stare at myself in the mirror and talk bad to myself sometimes. When I do something that I know that I am not supposed to do, I get angry at myself. No I am not stressing, I’m just me lining myself back up.
A friend once told me not to be so hard on myself. But I’m like if I’m not hard on myself than who would be. I am not able to do all of the things that I am able to do from being easy on myself. I like to keep myself on my toes. So I take responsibility for my actions or lack thereof. I hold myself accountable for everything that I do and don’t do.
In the end, I love myself to the fullest. I guess that’s why I go so hard. I know my capabilities and what I am able to accomplish. Therefore, I can’t let myself, God, family or friends down.
Go Hard or Die Easy isn’t just a motto that my gods and I live by, It’s a lifestyle and a choice. And I choose to go hard until the end of me.
Take care of yourSELF gods and goddesses!